Tuesday, June 23, 2015


Salam Alayk,

I would to announce that my lovely blog will be on HIATUS mode for like.... gomen I guess it will be like forever *tears*

Ja-ne, hope to hear from you soon :) Insyaallah-

Happy Fasting minna-san

Tuesday, December 31, 2013

Akemashite Omedettou~!! Here I am 2014(^3^♪

Konbanwa minna-san,

It's been awhile not updating my lovely blog or any entry about our own anniversary _:(´□`」 ∠):_
here's my previous anniversary, been post last few year- how I miss my fandom life, how I have to focus with my real life, and how chaotic my real life that I never expect.

I shouldn't say this, I should said "Alhamdulillah" for everything that HE gave to me, but really...
I feel depressed, but still.. I try to makes others smile.. try to makes others feel great with their own life.. nothings gonna change unless, you're brave enough to take a big step *because I'm not that brave/strong enough to take that step*

Last but not least, kekkon omedettou to my lovely cousin *tsk3* I'm happy for you but yet, you're now no longer be by my side.. hahaha...

Keep..still.. always thinking.. what will wait for me......

Sunday, November 24, 2013

A lyrical meme [credit-aitsukai]


How I miss my blog so much, seems I post less than 10 entry for this year right?? What??!!
I remember that I used to play with MEME.. nyahaha..  it's really fun ne- not sure if I ever answer this MEME before ngee-

1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question.

What does next year have in store for me?
Let Me Be The One - SS501 *always ne-*

What's my love life like?
Man Man Ha Ni - U Kiss *Oh no~!!*

What do I say when life gets hard?
Sweet Chain - KaTTUN

What do I think when I get up in the morning?
Moves Like Jagger - Maroon 5 ft Christina Aguilera

What song will I dance to at my wedding?
T-Shirt - Shontelle

What do you want as a career?
Venus - Tackey & Tsubasa

Your favourite saying?
Love & Peace - 4 Tops

Your pet's name?
Skater Boy - Avril Lavigne

Favourite place?
Love Yourself - KaTTUN

What do you think of your parents?
Taiyou Nante Irane - TOKIO

First Date?
Hello - NEWS

Drug of choice?
Scarecrow - Jung Il Woo

Describe yourself.
Summer Paradise - Simple Plan ft Sean Paul

What is the thing I like doing most?
Just Drag - Jang Geun Suk

What is my state of mind like at the moment?
Miss You Tonight - 4 Tops

How will I die?
Canvas - Ken Hirai

*2013 will end, realllyy soon ne- and welcoming 2014~!!!!

Saturday, June 15, 2013

I'm sorry, I did it again..

Konnichiwa minna-san,
Genki desu ka?

Huargh.. hontouni gomen-nasai for not being here almost half year *sigh*
I'm not sure if my followers and silent reader, are still waiting for my news?
Hehe.. to tired with my current job, work like a slave.. make sure everything done on time..
No more anniversary.. birthday's wishes from me.. hahahha..

Even I'm working like a slave, but I'm happy to have a lot of friend around me to cheer me up to mix my feeling, sharing thought and gossiping about anything..
With them, I try lot of thing that I never did before.. they teach me to be more independent and confident with myself.. hoho.. arigato gozaimasu~!!

There're lot of thing I want to share with my readers.. but I don't know where should I start, argh.. failed with chronology whatsoever..
My Idol still Ikuta Toma, and I love everything about Japanese. it's still remain the same like before.. no change.. I cant really like other celebrity like him..

and my wish, to meet him in Japan.. it's okay if I cant meet him personally.. at least I could stand or been at the same place like him kyAaaHh~!!!!

Saturday, February 16, 2013

Mashi as Ms Sifufu

Konbanwa minna-san,
*staring in front of my lappy almost half an hour*
yeah~!! again, don't know how to make an introduction =.="
I miss my fangirling mode.. miss my blogger friend.. miss spending time with him, my prince..
I couldn't even got a time to download every clip that he in.. *tasukete kudasai*
There's something I wanna let you know about my new nickname,
I used to have lot of nickname.. [LJ friends only]
and this is my recent nickname harharhar Ms Sifufu.. I don't think that it suit with me =.=" but it's okay..
from my view Sifufu also known as Sifu kyaAh- I'm not your master, still learning and willing to help everyone around me..
I just want to be like my prince, helping his friend-cheer up everyone around him-change environment from negative to positive, I just want to be strong..tough.. just like him..

To Ms Smiling Eyes,
thanks for being my friend.. and thanks for this super nickname which I have no right to use it =.="
we may got some similarity but I love to be with you when we are different~!! pwahaha...
I just feel that you are my Yamapi tee-hee.. as you know he's Toma hanbun :)

Sunday, November 11, 2012

Mashi with her new hectic life

Konnichiwa minna-san~!!


ne.. I havent posting any entry since my last entry, which is about my birthday.. hehe..

and almost forgot my password for this blog.. hu hu.. gomen-ne, luckily I can reset it back lol.. *means.. I cant remember my password*

okay, first of all I want to let you know that I have change my job.. for those who keep update about me from FB or LJ, I did tell where am I right now.. ehehe..

I love my job, even this kind of tough for me.. I still love it.. learn lot of thing, facing various cases and always in rush to catch up everything.. and all work must be done before cut of time.. eto, for the 1st month.. I'm exhausted with this kind of thing.. I dont have much time to learn from the ex-worker.. *stressed* this word would always come out from my mouth.. when my boss keep pushing me to do this and that in a limited time.. I mean... all of my work have to be done before lunch..??

and without any mistake~!! means, ur hand, eyes.. everything you do must be fast~!! run.. dont walk.. please be sharp..even it's single mistake, you'll be fired.. hahaha..

here I'll give you link, if you want to read my LJ post, [friend only]

Last but not least, Tanjoubi Omedettou Tegoshi Yuya.. have a great day ahead ne?

gomen-ne for not updating about Toma's birthday, but I did celebrate his birthday with his fans, click here

Tuesday, July 3, 2012

Otanjoubi Omedetou Mashi-chan (ღ˘⌣˘ღ)

Ohaiyo gozaimasu~!
minna-san, genki desuka?
Mashi desu..

Today is my special day ne-
as usual, I need ur wish ha ha..
Yeah~! wish for my birthday lol-
kyaAh~! I am 24 years old ne 〈( ^.^)ノ

wow- wow- really???? I am 20 days younger than Toma no Ototo |・ω・`)
on my special day, I want to make a quick update..
things that happen before-on-after my birthday hahaha..
  • SS501’s Kim Kyu Jong to enlist in the military this month
  • Pikaru no Teiri has been subbed by TFGirls Team
  • I’ve got an early purezento from my favourite Malay idol ne.. his name is Pekin (-_-)ゞ゛ weird name right.. haha.. I guess so.. anyway it’s not like you’re imagine ne- lol.. he won’t give me anything though.. but I really appreciate.. he did read my entry and give his comment on my LJ.. [wonder if Toma once comment on my entry *faints*]
  • 2 July 2012 G.O will appear in KDrama “Ghost” [I know, it’s been shown in Korea-but not in my pay channel]
  • 27 June 2012 my Malay idol.. follow my tweet (^▽^)
  • 28 June 2012 1st tweet from my idol (^▽^) yeah.. he did fav. one of my tweet to (^▽^)
  • 1 July 2012 hangout with my bestfriend Hazzour-kun, to be honest.. this is my first time a day with boy.. awkward~!! [only me and him o(´^`)o]
as at 2 July 2012